Intro

Hi I am Luci I am in my later thirties and have a wonderful husband I will call him P. Technically he is not my husband but after 9 years, 10 in Sept, I will call him what I want. We have a beautiful daughter who will be four in April, I will refer to her as A. I also have a step son C that will be 16 in March. I am starting this blog to journal and document my journey to a better me. We have been struggling for years with unexplained infertility. I have not used birth control in 7 years, in that time I have had 3 early losses and my daughter we are trying for one more. In these struggles I have lost sight of things that used to make ME happy, I have gained too much weight, my days revolve around taking care of everyone and everything else but myself. I LOVE my family and do not want to sound ungrateful. This blog will be my way of writing down my goals and holding myself accountable for reaching them.